I know everyone had there share of internet crushes and celebrity crushes.
But when you feel envy because of it I think everything is different. Could it work? I don't know..
I'm just a little deer in headlights now.
I'm Subscribed to this awesome girl on Youtube. She has a Look book. (For those who don't know what look book is, it is where people into fashion post there outfits. http://lookbook.nu/ ) I was looking on lookbook for quite a while because I thought how interesting it was to see people from another culture. I saw this boy from France. (I'm not going to name.) My heart stopped when I saw him. It was love at first sight. Which is new to me. I went on his facebook soon to discover that..he himself was in love.
It felt like a slap in the face and i immediately started hating her. She is not a bad person for all I know but she has what I want. He doesn't even know who I am...But I guess it wouldn't have worked out anyway. He is so perfect with a perfect personality..And I have a Courtney love personality.
The only thing keeping me from crying and wailing is Pink Floyd. Hah Hah...to be exact the song The final cut in the album The final cut. :/
Anyway that was one of my experiments with boys. I don't want to give to much about my life because I feel like I'm a book and you have to try your hardest to understand and get further. (Thats what she said)
Ahem. Well That was about my online crush and I hope someone can relate.
Love you all <3
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