Monday, August 6, 2012

Boys Boys Boys..On the internet.

               I know everyone had there share of internet crushes and celebrity crushes.
    But when you feel envy because of it I think everything is different. Could it work? I don't know..
 I'm just a little deer in headlights now.

    I'm Subscribed to this awesome girl on Youtube. She has a Look book. (For those who don't know what look book is, it is where people into fashion post there outfits. http://lookbook.nu/ ) I was looking on lookbook for quite a while because I thought how interesting it was to see people from another culture. I saw this boy from France. (I'm not going to name.) My heart stopped when I saw him.  It was love at first sight. Which is new to me. I went on his facebook soon to discover that..he himself was in love.
                          It felt like a slap in the face and i immediately  started hating her. She is not a bad person for all I know but she has what I want.  He doesn't even know who I am...But I guess it wouldn't have worked out anyway. He is so perfect with a perfect personality..And I have a Courtney love personality.
                            The only thing keeping me from crying and wailing is Pink Floyd. Hah Hah...to be exact the song The final cut in the album The final cut. :/

      Anyway that was one of my experiments with boys. I don't want to give to much about my life because I feel like I'm a book and you have to try your hardest to understand and get further. (Thats what she said)
Ahem. Well That was about my online crush and I hope someone can relate.

Love you all <3

Svetlana the hero!...or zero.

                      Hello, I'm Svetlana, but you could call me Svetie.These blogs are my opinion and dreams so please be Fragile. In this blog I will introduce myself  so you guys can get a better outlook on me.
So here I go with myself...Not that I am a big fan of me.

                               1. I love to write, It just comes naturally out of me. (cough that's what she said)
                               2. You may think I'm just a wishful thinker teenager but there is more to me then this.
                               3.I love love LOVE Pink Floyd, most of my inspirations come out of it.
                               4. I wish to live in Paris. No Screw that, I am going to live in Paris and Fall in love.
                               5. I don't like to think of myself as better then people, but just the black sheep.
                               6. Shakespeare is a wonderful writer. If I ever write like him, I would be so happy.
                         
                                      That's basically it. I know as cliché as it sounds to wanting to go to Paris I honestly can't explain why I want to go, My whole life I was interested in England,I'm part English myself. But There's something in Paris that is calling me. (No pun intended about the song London calling) Now I made myself sound like a serious blah.xp But that is who I am, Enjoy as I post my life. :)